Nothing Here-Quickie

Hello:

 

Quick entry:

 

Nothing is going on here..NOTHING! I don’t even know why I am typing in here today.  I talked to Jay over the weekend.  He wanted to go out on a date..I didn’t..therefore we didn’t go. He moved and he has some money in his pocket so that’s good for him but not enough for me.  He went on about me shutting him out and him not knowing what he did and blah..blah.. I didn’t really respond..guessI really didn’t care. Same ol sh*t with him just a different f*ckin day!  Yeah..my mood is quite..scarcastic today!

 

Steve called yesterday.  I still have not answered his calls. I bet he is really tripping wondering why I am avoiding him and being a b*tch to him.  I talked to him on Valentine’s Day and he went with this whole spill that basically went in one ear and out the other. I have ignored every last call before then and after. I didn’t mean to answer the phone on Valentine’s Day.  Anyway, I am still pissed off at him, and the big thing is I really don’t even remember why.  I mean I guess I kind of do but it is little petty sh*t .  I just don’t really have the time or energy for it I guess.  Maybe I am finally growing up..maybe not.

 

I need to be in a serious relationship.  I am 26 and it seems a lot of my friends and associates either have fiancés or that someone special who they would yes to if the question was asked.  I don’t have that and I REALLY want it.  That sucks!  Then the only  guys I am dealing with are total losers who are unworthy of my time!

 

The new job is cool, definitely challenging and it keeps me hella busy. It is just soo much drama in this place.  You gus wouldn’t even believe the half of it but that’s another entry.  I like having my own office and I stay to myself for the most part and that seems to work.  My boss is always serious so people thinks she is a real b*tch.  She probably is but she LOVES me so she is cool in my book.  She thinks I ‘m great and everyday I do something else she doesn’t asks that knocks her off her feet..

 

I guess that’s it! It has to be I have nothing else to say. Thanks for reading..Comments Appreciated!

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February 21, 2005

Too bad, you’re pissed at him. I hope things get better with ya. Been missin ya on hea’…. take care

February 22, 2005

It’s scary looking around, seeing everyone engaged and ready to get married and all that… It’s like– wait a minute– when did all this happen? I’m freaking 18, I shouldn’t be seeing my friends all engaged and stuff. I feel like i’m getting too old too quick. lol. I remember the days when I was 16 and it was a big deal to have a Boyfriend for more than 2 weeks!

February 27, 2005

Yes, those guys are unworthy of your time. They are losers. You deserve more. I am glad that you know it.