I Am Still Here

Quick One:

I have not written in a while.  I guess I have been a little preoccupied.  It’s not a bad thing.  I wish I was preoccupied with a man though and let me tell you, that is definitely not the case.  I am getting wayyyy bored and horney too, by the way.

I hate when I start to feel this way because I always go back to Steve.  Steve seems to be doing his own thing now, which is good so I want be soo tempted to go back instead of moving forward.  One thing is definitely for sure, I am not or will I ever be crazy enough or horney enough to go back to Eddie! EVER!

Work is cool, keeps me busy and I look forward to getting up and going and my days leave me stress free so when I leave I am free to do whatever.  I even stay late at times with no complaints, it’s very cool. I thank God for this position. There are little things here and there but that is with any job, I just pray and keep it moving!

 I am starting to realize, I don’t really like my sister to much.  I LOVE her but I don’t like her.  She seems to be shady and fake to me. I am not going to let it get to me, I just treat her like an associate.  We live together, we can be cordial, but all the access convo and hanging out..No need! It only upsets me when she does something to piss me off, if she is kept at an associate level, I have no expectations from her.  This is working rather well for me. She really is a shady Bitch.  No need to waste anymore of the entry on her.  By the way my grandmother told me the other day that I may NEVER get married because guys are intimidated by pretty girls.  Thanks Grandma! Thanks for killing my dream! At least she called me pretty though huh?? LOL!

Thanks for reading! Comments Appreciated! I missed yall!