Get it off my Chest!

Hello:

  I don’t really want to put a lot of time and energy into this entry.  I just want to get a couple things off my chest.

 
 Okay, one of my friends is sorta crazy- like manic depressive/panic attacks. She considers me her best friend  but whatever.  Blah Blah.. no big deal.  Anyway, she always acts like she has all this stuff to do and is soo busy but when she feels like talking or wants to do something she wants me to be at her beckon call.  She has more excuses than anything…Crazy!  Anyway, she did not call me on my birthday and she has not called me since then. Her birthday is after mine and I did not call her either, I had gotten so used to not talking to her over the last two weeks it kind of came and gone without a second thought from me.  It sort of out of the ordinary but I know she is (most likely) not dead but I just don’t even feel the need to call.  I have not talked to her in like three weeks which is strange but I know when she finally calls, it will probably be some big excuse like a power line fell on her tree and she has been without a phone or she had the flu or something equally lame.  Anyway, I guess I would feel bad if something really bad did happen to her or her family but then again she should call me and tell me that ..Clearly!

 
 Steve: You know how we do, on one week off the next. Anyway, he called me Sunday from Jay’s phone (Steve’s cousin/friend who I started dating).  I know he was trying to rub it in Jay’s face that we still “kick it”.  I am like he is sooo childish!  I asked him where he was and he was just like his friend’s house.  He is the biggest kid ever.  I am like when will this grown idiot ever grow up.  Anyway, and does he honestly think I wouldn’t recognize Jay’s number?  Jay and I don’t associate anymore but clearly!  I told Steve I would call him later.  I didn’t call him back of course and I am mad because I didn’t really have the chance to call him out because I was on my way to church and there were a car full of people.  I can’t wait till he calls me back so I can cuss his a$$ out and tell him to grow up!  Who does that?  

 
 My co-worker and I have gotten to be really good friends and anyway on my birthday celebration she didn’t come.  I wasn’t really trippin because I knew she wasn’t feeling well but she could have at least called to say she wasn’t coming.  I mean she talked to a couple other co-workers the day of.  Anyway, my housewarming was Saturday and she was a no call /no show.  I was disappointed in her just because we are friends and I always support her and she usually supports me.   

 
 Bert: Okay this is the co-worker who I started dating but he was too shaky for me so it’s always been on again off again. He always has these big plans for us and always has these future dates and places we should travel together and activities we should do..blah blah.. and all this talk about him wanting a g/f and ..whatever.  Well Friday, I was driving home and I thought I saw him.  He lives on a completely different side of town so I was like hmmm.  Anyway, it was him and I finally got beside him and we waved and I asked him “What are you doing on this side of town and he replied, “Oh, I am going to see my Baby Girl (not a baby but his g/f I’m guessing) I was like oh, okay, see you later. He started asking me about the housewarming and I just told him it was tomorrow, no location, no time no invite.  I tell ya. I guess we see why he was on again and off again huh?

 
 Talk about disappointments from people!  I am just like whatever!  I am not really f*cked up about any of it.  I just needed to rant.  I will be glad when I find a legitimate b/f worthy of my time. I have good friends (for the most part).

 
Thanks for reading! Comments appreciated!