BLESSINGS

Blessings

I have to look at my life and be thankful for the many blessings God has bestowed upon me. I am truly grateful for the wonderful and fulfilling life I lead.

I think my last entry I was sort of feeling hot and cold about the new job. That has totally changed. It is amazing what the power of prayer does. At first management wanted to wait my contract out, not anymore. I had a meeting with the Director of Operations and it went great! She told me they were VERY impressed, they felt that when they had good people they should treat them accordingly. Too make a long story short, they offered me a great salary and she asked me my concerns about the administrative part and I told her how I felt and she understood. I told her what I wanted and I got it, it was beautiful. I have a great job, great salary and I will continue to work in the division that I love doing the same thing. She is even in the process of upgrading my title. She is going to finalize it before my business cards are printed. I am soooo blessed. SOOOO BLESSED! I know it had to be GOD!

My birthday was yesterday (July 2nd) and I had a fun-filled weekend. I am 28 years old. Friends who I have no clue what month their birthday’s are in called me on the day of my birthday and that made the day that much more special! I got all the gifts I requested and cash and the whole nine. It was wonderful. I spent my weekend with all of my best friends and my whole family. When I get a man I won’t know what to do! LOL!

I feel that when you rid your life of negative things and people, GOD blesses you. It’s like when I ditched Eddie I closed on my house, then I messed up again this year and it was truly for the last time. I knew it was over because after sex with him I have never felt regret like I did when we had sex a couple of months ago. I had to pray and repent and afterward I knew I wouldn’t backslide (with him anyway) again and now I don’t even want to talk to him. In fact, his phone calls are insulting to me. He calls constantly and I never answer. Anyway, I made a sacrifice to rid myself of him and in return my life is coming together. I am trying to rid myself of Steve too and for the most part I have but I miss him soo much sometimes I can’t even sleep. I know it’s for the best and that he is no good for me but sometimes I just want to hear his voice.

Anyway, I could go on and on but I don’t have too. I know I am blessed and God has the person I am supposed to be with I just have to give up all the trash to receive my treasure!

Thank you all for reading and for all the support.