Lame of God;
Hard to do anything nowadays and be remembered for it
Let alone feel it
Unless you’re making $25 million off the box office premier,
Murdering 20 people at the supermarket,
Or becoming president, VP, or Secretary of Defense
And making the saber rattle.
At one point you could take pride in being a nodule
In the community
Could manipulate the steel all day
Collect change at the toll booth
Measure & feel or
Teach the next generation to do the work and feel the fire
Of the dead heat
Come home and trim your nails
Fuck your wife and
Water your house plants
Feeling alright as you deaden and doze.
Nowadays the food’s not even feeding
Just forever-chemicals and microplastics
The kids married off to the quick eats
And search engines
Laughing at the lack of quick wit
I’m not laughing
I’m not laughing
I’m not laughing
Kids no longer grow up the sides of mountains
The bark like the brim of a ball cap
Christ is in your Happy Meals
Christ is in your Monopoly money
Christ is in your $400 sneakers.
Each breath feels like a meal I skip.
Each breath is a meal worth skipping.