bingo;
There are three puzzle pieces I can’t
seem to find the fitting for. Bingo
may have been some guy’s name,
but bingo is also what I aim for when
I dice up dreams past their decimal
points. I called out past pressure,
told it that it made the room seem
bigger and that I stuck it in the verse
of that one song with the French
words for “threesome.”
It told me, “Atlas has nothing on
you—the one that holds a universe
in his mind atop that world on his
shoulders.” I was immediately
reminded of how much time I spend
protesting all of this to no one.
Take the droning engine and bury it
with fresh sod and new seed, throw
the sprinkler on for 20 minutes every
three hours until the sun swan dives,
and all we’re left with is stars and the
swaddling heat of summer. There’s a
metaphor here I always miss:
disappear and come back better.
It’s too Svengali for me in a weird way.
And too contrived.
I’ll return, in some way someday,
after I forget about that engine, still
droning. It resembles a tiny foam ball,
balanced tightly between shoulder
blades.