I’ll be honest,
If I wasn’t afraid that I wouldn’t get into heaven after suicide, I would have killed myself months ago.
That is the only thing keeping me from it at this point. And I’m afraid that, one day, not even that will be enough.
If I wasn’t afraid that I wouldn’t get into heaven after suicide, I would have killed myself months ago.
That is the only thing keeping me from it at this point. And I’m afraid that, one day, not even that will be enough.
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Without knowing you or anything about you, all I want to say is that as life goes on, you will find more reasons not to kill yourself. I have struggled with depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts since I was a teenager and have since found a reason to no longer hurt myself and continue on. That isn’t to say that I no longer have such thoughts, I simply have a reason not to act upon them.
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Hello, I am a fourteen year old girl who has had anxiety and depression my whole life, and if you really believe in a religion, you have a lot more to hold on to then most kids struggling. If you can believe in it, hold onto it and do not let it go.
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