Tuesday 15.02.00

3:50am

I’ve been awake the past 1/2 hour and guess who I’ve been thinking about… Matt. It was exactly that which woke me up. Matt oh Matt!

Dear Matt,

In my daydreams I talk to you so easily…
like I never do in reality.
I express myself so freely,
(and I’m an expressive person by nature…)
but I never with you in reality.
It frustrates me to know
that what we share merely
depends on bumping into
each other at the club,
and the occasional email.
Well, here’s an occasional email…
Dee

Today will be exactly 4 months since I gave myself to him. 4 months since we’ve made love…
(Made-out, got it goin’, bonked, whatever.)