Down and Out

Getting very very tired now…

I was depleted of energy for most the day today…

Didn’t get up and about till nearly 3pm.

Bubba is just so big now…

I wish she was finished growing…

I really need her out of me by now… everything is SUCH an effort….!

And yet I have 3weeks to go….

*squirm* I can’t do another 3weeks…. Please Lord, no….

 

 

Our electricity bill has come in.

$454.00

Yeah I hear you….

HOLY FUCKING SHITT.

On our own our electricity bills are normally around 240.

With Louis it crept up, over the months, to about 290.

Fair enough. Still in the 200’s at least.

But this?

This is just fucking ridiculous.

How does the arrival of Sam mean that our electricity shoots up to beyond the 400s !?!?!!?

Oh that’s right, it’s cos of her goddamn cooking and baking !!!! And her appliances in their room are probably on ALL THE TIME…

How is it fair that WE should pay half of the bill ?

Well, we’re gonna pay about 226, so I suppose that it what our bill would normally be if we were living on our own…………. S’pose that’s fair enough……

Still… flatting is supposed to have its advantages.

I am BEGGING God to find them a place to live. I am SO FUCKING OVER THIS.

I want my home back !!!!!

I can’t even walk around in my underwear – WHICH I REALLY NEED TO DO THESE DAYS COS NOTHING IS FITTING ME  AND I JUST WANT TO BE COOL AND COMFORTABLE…

I want my space back.

SO SO SO BAD….

You have no idea…..

 

 

 

We finally had half-decent sex last night. Which was pretty cool.

 

 

 

Bubba, can you PLEASE just come out ?? PLEASE ????????