29.02.00 (Good Day)

Today was a good day and I’m excited!

I had a good masturbation session last night. Oh crap! Sorry Deity. I forgot this diary’s for YOU! Oh well, SUFFER! This is what I write okay? I’ve been incorporating a bit of S&M and I used pegs last night. On my nipples. Hurts. But feels good 🙂

Anyway, I went to Stockers with Jode. We walked down to the riverside to see if the cafe was open. But it wasn’t. She had lunch while I had a delicious soy thickshake and fruitcake. Okay, so it had chocolate. And I bought chocolate yesterday to satisfy my craving, but other than that, I been really really healthy and I’m so proud of myself.

I applied for a Medicare card. Then we went to the Uni and I checked jobs and we visited Mick’n’Trev. I HAD to tell them about the guitar!

I went for a walk and that was great. Man, I’m big excercise girl these days, don’t you know it?

And I got my passport photos done today, to send in with my resume. I’ll be doing that up tomorrow.Tomorrow’s a big day. I start Uni and I’m so happy!

I played the guitar tonight for an hour or so. That makes me feel good. [I had only just recently picked up the guitar and was in early-days learning].

Today’s been a good day.

Jode feels the same way about Sylv. And we’re both relieved we do feel the same. She hadn’t said anything cos she thought I’d think ‘Oh my gosh, what a cow’. But I opened up first and we seemed to fully agree. She says that she LONGED for me to come back cos Sylv & Sean would go straight to the room as soon as she’d arrive from work. And she’d feel outa place in her own home. And she says that our friendship is different. We’re more… how did she put it? We share the same things. And she says she enjoyes being NINETEEN with me. (And not overly mature, like Sylv is).

Sometimes I think Sylv’s being a bitch. Like, we’ve decided we’d do our shopping and cook for ourselves, cos it’s been a lotta hassle, cos we all like different foods. Anyway, what does she do? She goes, does her own shopping straight away [shoves?] it in the fridge and pantry. (We’ve decided to have a shelf each). There’s nothing wrong with what she’s done. But she didn’t tell us anything. It would’ve been common courtesy to say, "Oh girls, I’m gonna do my shopping and arrange it in the shelves straight away." Just so we know. And we’ve always told each other what we do. She doesn’t tell us anymore.

We’ll see when Sean moves out.

Oh well, that’s my bitch session.

Macy Gray rules.