04.03.00 (Loneliness The Biggest Aphrodisiac)

Oh how I love to be alone. So alone.

Don’t you know loneliness is the biggest aphrodisiac?

Jodi’s gone to work. And Sylv’s locked herself up in her room with Sean.

I decided to finish reading the magazine I was reading and ridied the house up. Then I went for a walk. It was already 7:00. I stopped by the riverside, and would have gladly stayed forever. I didn’t wanna go back home. I felt like an outcast. But the mozzies got to me. And I walked back.

Sylv & Sean left to go get videos. Oh yes, you lucky ducks, who have a life, who have a love life, and forget about everyone else around you.

I had a cold shower, got dressed, and called Josh. Stupid dork. Looks like he doesn’t watn much to do with me anymore. I talked to him for 10mins, then he handed the phone over to Zacky. Then I hung up. Went to my room. Sylv & Sean came back.

I locked the door and began to play the guitar. D’you think they’ve knocked and invited me to watch the videos with them? Nope. My faint hope disappeared quite quickly. I grabbed the last bit of chocolate and binged. And put Korn on.

I’m gonna go call you.

I HATE THIS