01.03.00 (Meeting Jim)

Why can she play fun little girl with Sean and not with us? Serious and ‘Oh I’m so sick’!

Pain.

Okay, so I’m being a bitch. She just annoys me lately.

Met this GORGEOUS guy! He’s so nice! And we have loads in common! His name’s Jim.

I’ll write tomorrow. I’m tired.
 

27.08.13
I was trying to work out whether I had written Tim or Jim. Either way I could not , for the life of me, remember the situation or the guy! LOL. But I totally remember who he was now.

It was Jim. He had tanned skin,chocolate brown eyes, long curly brown hair that he tied back in a ponytail. He was a drummer. He dressed oh so groovey. He had this real honesty in his eyes. He was a First Yearer while I was a Second Yearer. Ooohh. He was very cute.

But honestly, there was actually no chemistry between us lol. I think I was just hoping that I could go a different direction with romance. Jim seemed like a beautiful and NICE guy. He was very respectful. You could tell he had grown up in a good home. And plus, he was in a band!

We’d met because he seemed lost and I offered to help and get him to where he was supposed to go.

As the year wore on, we used to just say Hi to each other, have some small-talk. He eventually got a girlfriend. She was really pretty and similar to him in dress and style. Last I knew of him they were saving up to travel together – to INDIA! I was so jealous because I had wanted to go to India all my life. I gasped about him saving money for it – how was he able to do it on a student income? He said it wasn’t too hard, it just took a lot of self-will and surviving on 2min noodles – which students do anyway. I congratulated him , gushing and so happy for him. Wished him all the best on his holiday.

I never saw him after that. I was wistful after that. Wishing I could find someone like him. Someone who seemed really down to earth, really GOOD, and really committed, and really groovey at the same time! Why couldn’t I find someone like HIM I wondered.

It’s funny that back then I never really wrote too much about what ACTUALLY went through my head. Such as everything I’ve written just now 🙂