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 Time: 7:05 P.M. Eastern Time:
Mood: Not good
Music: Mr. Brightside
Eating/Drinking: Nothing…

I feel so lost. I hate it! I dont know why but I’m like all sitting here, feeling like I want to cry or go off somewhere alone. I don’t know what I’m doing here, I feel I don’t know anything. I’m so tired, I have too much floating through my mind, and I dont wanna do anything. Just want Saturday to come, or just sleep forever, never have to get up and do anything, especially school, which is getting on my nerves.

I looked in the mirror before and realized I really do look like a drug addict. And I act it sometimes, so do people really think I’m on drugs? I seriously wish I can change my whole self so easily instead of being this Laura. It would be a lot better, just to leave this place. It wouldnt make a difference to anyone, people come and go all the time.

La…I wish Eddy was here…to curl up in his arms would be great. I haven’t seen him since Thursday. Yeah and I’ll comment on your entries later…I’m not in the mood to care right now and I have to do homework. Ciao..

-Saoirse

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