Sore..

Survey

Love Life

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:  Yesshh! Eddy <3
Would you rather be single or taken right now?:  Taken!
How many people have you dated this past year?: Um One…
How many people have you kissed in your life?: Two..
How many people have you said “I love you too” and meant it?: One, besides friends..
If you didn’t mean it, why did you say it?:  But I did mean it!
Have you ever had a hard time getting over someone?: Nope…
Are you friends with your ex/exes?:  One…one not..
Have you ever cheated on someone?: No and never will
Have you ever been cheated on?: Hopefully not
What’s the most romantic thing anyone has ever done for you?: Talks on the phone for all hours…I love it…And usually he’s telling me how wonderful I am which like, makes me cry…
What do you look for in your ideal mate?: Good personality…Nice…Sweet…Funny…
Biggest Turn-ons: Hmm…Other languages…^^’…
Turn-offs:  Stupidity…other things that are just agh.

 

What Did You Do…

Two weekends ago?: Friday- Eddy <3 … Saturday- Grandfather’s 80th, Sunday- City with Michy and Kyna
Yesterday?: School..Fucking reports…
Your last birthday?: Had people come over my house…
New Years Eve?: Went to Mangans, came home afterwards…Was sad cause I could’ve seen Eddy but didn’t…
Valentines Day?: Nothing…never had a guy before..
Easter?: Went to aunt’s house
4th of July?:  Was in Florida…Had party at aunt’s house, uncle set off fireworks
Halloween?: Went to a party at Eddy’s <3 friend’s house
Thanksgiving?: Went to aunt’s house
Christmas Eve?: Had dinner at our house, Eddy came <3 and yeah..nothing else special..
Christmas Day?: Went to aunt’s house…got bass!

 

Ever Been Called…

Dumb?: Um…Joking around
Retarded?: See previous..
Ugly?: Somehow no..Unless they don’t say it to my face
Hot?: Amazingly yes
Fat?: No…once again surprised…
Anorexic?: Yes ^^’ like everyday and I think they mean it…
A waste of space?: Besides by myself no
Useless?: See previous…
Sexy?: Yes…amazed…
Smelly?: Nope…
A Whore?: LoL Yes.
Beautiful?: Yes…
Smart?: Yes…
Quiet?: Yes…
Boring?: Jokingly…
A Bitch?:  Yes…
Rebel?: Yeah actually…
Conceited?: Nope…

 

Emotions

What emotion do you feel the most?: Depression and love
What emotion is the best?: love
Worst?: depression or guilt
What songs make you cry?: If any the emo type songs
What movies make you cry?:  Depressing ones
What always cheers you up?: Friends…Eddy…
What makes you madder than anything?: I really dunno
What hurts you the most?: People hating me..or being mad at me…
Which person always makes you happy?:  Friends…Eddy…
Depressed?:  Ionno
Are you a really emotional person?: Sometimes
What do you do when you’re depressed?: Go all antisocial..be quiet..

When Was The Last Time You..

Burped?: Ionno
Kissed?: Today..an hour ago
Had sex?: Never
Went to the movies?: Three weeks or so ago? Wednesday in Xmas break
Went out to eat?: The other day, Thai food
Cried?: Today

 

Issues

Do you do drugs?: Nope
Do you have a metal disablity?: Nope
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: Nope
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: Nope contrary to popular belief
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: Diabetes..ionno what else…

  

 

 Time: 11:00 P.M. Eastern Time
Mood: Tired..Sick of it all..Yet content
Music: Punk Goes Acoustic, AFI, other things mixed in
Eating/Drinking: Nothing…
 Fucking school. It’s the worst fucking thing ever. Failing all classes basically. Going crazy with schoolwork. Why the fuck do they make us do all this??! Reports till midnight, studying all hours of the night. I’m so tired, but I don’t wanna sleep yet.  I want to see Eddy more, though I just saw him tonight.
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Okay so I’m all like exhausted, but I’m not at the same time, know what I mean? My legs are sore. Yeah. One more day of school left then a  week off..I’m happy about that. Played some DDR today. I want it again so I can get gooder again, cause I sucked so bad today. >< It was depressing.

I think I’m gonna stop cause I’m tiredish. Talk to you all later.

-Saoirse

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January 24, 2005

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