Ok..

Time: 8:55 P.M. Eastern
Time
Mood: Not happy yet not sad
Music:
Testament
Eating/Drinking: Nothing..I need to
stop..

Wow this weekend pretty much sucked. Sorta. Saturday I
went to my cousins party..Was almost gonna see Eddy but that didnt happen. Today
was so fucking boring till I went bowling with Ash. Was suppsoed to go to the
mall. Nope. I’m liek, what the fuckkkk. But bowling was interesting.

So
bored..Staten Island sucks. Change sucks so much. I remember how happy we were
in intermediate school. Life was awesome. All the fun…Agh..Okay well Im gonna
go now, I dont feel like updating more. Bye..

-Saoirse

gosh…. i can’t cheer up.. it’s lyk everytime i change my feelings n view of stuff, sumthin just pops up n it jsut reli makes mee feel weird,sad n stuff….. ionno but i’m seriousli gunna hav 2 get phyco help….

[Rage].

December 13, 2004

Hey, “hugz”.. Aww, im feelin better now,and its okay…if you didnt sign ur name, u just just write in the end of the note..”laura”..and imma know its u ;)..hehe..anyways..imma come back laterz to read ya entry, didnt yetttt! “hugz”