No.

I’m just like, no. No no no no no. To what, I’m not sure about.

I just got back from the beach with my family. Stayed overnight. Made me realize, once again, how much I want to detach myself from my family and humanity.

Still same issues as last entry, plus others, but mainly the last entry.

I saw all the skinny girls who are able to wear whatever the hell they want and look really good and am like, I’m not gonna even try to look pretty anymore. Why bother? I don’t even want to think about eating anything ever. I lost seven pounds in two days of not eating. If I extend that, who knows. Yes, it’s unhealthy. Blah blah. I don’t care. I don’t care about myself.

Promises…It’s just a word..But it means so much…I shouldn’t even make them anymore.

See you.