losing you.

i love my boyfriend… so much.. he makes me so happy…

but lately i dont know… he feels different… i feel like he’s hiding something but i really think im just overthinking.. i trust him like hell. but we’re both so snippy with each other and we’re both fighting so much… i feel so neglected because he’s been so all over the place lately and barely wants to talk on the phone anymore and i hate texting. i mean, both of us are running out of things to talk about but its still like confusing. we’re fighting so much. maybe im just pmsing. maybe we’re both just overreacting. but it feels like its something more from him than what we’re actually fighting about. his patience with me is completely shot. like theres something underneath that hes not telling me. i dont know. the distance is really hard though. like we see each other once or twice a week but like two days in a row so its not split up. though its neither of our faults. school and work are shitty.

i just feel like im losing him…