i miss..

i miss having friends on here. someone to note to and listen to their lives and vice versa and just trying to help each other figure out all the fucking bullshit that is going on in our lives.

i really need someone. but i cant talk to anyone. the only person i have that i want to talk to doesnt even notice that im fucking depressed as hell and if he does, doesnt care enough to ask whats wrong. or press it when i say nothing and he knows its absolute bullshit.

i just need help. and clarity. because i have absolutely no clue what the hell im doing with my fucking life.