Lost in a fog haze

I’m really lost, and don’t know what to do. I have lost everything I loved in my life, before I could even stop the damage that was done. Now I need help, trying to get my son back from the state that took him illegally. I have no family down here, I am doing. Drugs but I don’t know how to cope or handle the trauma that bwas done to me. If anyone knows how to help me get custody of my son back I would appreciate it more than you know.

I have tried to kill myself more timez than I can count if I can’t have my son with me than I would rather die