Tangent

I really can not help my feelings sometimes, I try, take my medication and yet I still lose the battle with what my emotions are.  I never asked to have a chemical imbalance and I do what I need to do to feel like a human being.

““`That said I will move on to other topics…..

““`I brought home my T-bird on Saturday night, it took a whopping 8 hours from R’mart to Atlanta.  Some @$$hole decided that when they put the new water pump in that well, who needs to tighten the hoses?  Grrr.. so twice on the trip I was stranded on the side of the road.  This makes me leary of taking the Bird out for longer spins, so far I have made it to Lenox Mall and not had a panic attack.  I shall try for Duluth today.

I like the Bird, very much, just very apprehensive about taking her out.

““`I do not go into work until Thursday at 11pm, I should have used my time yesterday to do some heavy duty cleaning, however I just didnt feel like it.  I barely have made sure I eat, much less anything else.. eeep
     I could stand to lose a few pounds anyways.

““`Okay, I need to pack for a night away, make sure Luna is fed, watered and litterboxed.  I need to nap and eat something.
     

““`Outa here.. gods help me if anything goes awry.