Monies & Car & Ex’s

Got my taxes refund back now.. and come about May 9 I will have the stimulus package back.  Not that I am worried about how much there, its just another cash infusion to hold me over till the government decides about what I am getting from disability.  *le sigh*  All I ever wanted was to be normal, even as a kid.  Now its not that I am ashamed of who I am, just wanted to be accepted a little better.

The car is sold, didnt see a dime from the sale as I needed to pay the mechanic for the work he did on it.  But it drops what I owe about $300.  The car was toast.  I loved Moby….

Last night took me by surprise… Kander called.  He is still in La. and granted VA benefits.  He is doing alright, and why he called is his gut that something has went wrong for me.   Boy was he right.  But he has a place to live and the benefits to call his own. 

Yeah, trying to understand that…