質變

原來，我真的只是個空殼。

不能說沒有失落，但，卻讓我看到人生的轉捩點，就像突然面前出現一片白光似的。哈，於是，決定將自己再推捯重來，用另一個角度看待自己的人生。

否則自己既有的，不容易，連想也沒過，但不知是有幸還是可惜，嗯，重點是，既然被說服了，就只好盡力去改變。

於是又是定立信條的時候了。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qwVFs9TwT-k

One of these days you’ll be under the covers
You’ll be under the table and you’ll realize
That all of your days are numbered, all of them one to one hundred
All of them millions, all of them trillions

So what are you gonna do with them all?
You can not trade them in for more, no, no

Take every moment, you know that you own them
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you

Gimme a reason to fight the feeling
That there’s nothing here for me
‘Cause none of it’s easy, I know it wasn’t meant to be
I know it’s all up to me, it’s all up to me

So what am I gonna do with my time?
I’ll take every moment, I know that I own them
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you’re dying and never stop trying
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you

All of the moments you didn’t notice gone in the blink of an eye
And all of the feelings you can’t help feeling no matter how you try

Take every moment, you know that you own them
It’s all up to you to do whatever you choose
Live like you’re dying and never stop trying
It’s all you can do, use what’s been given to you

Live like you’re dying and never stop trying
It’s all up to you, use what’s been given to you

過程會如何呢？最後又會如何呢？都不重要，反正現在我要做得到，要珍惜，身邊既有的一切，不再追逐那虛無縹緲的，然後，放棄再沉醉在那悲哀的漩渦之中。

會成功嗎？

還記得那時參加創路人，那口號是這樣的…

「我試過成功，我試過失敗，但我未試過放棄。」

一定會成功的，因為我是張志洋。