desperation and neediness

Horror-scope from last week …

“The hungrier you get, the more determined you will become, Aquarius. Be careful that your determination doesn’t turn into desperation and neediness. It’s unattractive and will get you nowhere. Keep on the upward spiral, and let determination turn into inspiration and cooperation. You will find this especially true when it comes to matters of the heart. You have a great deal of power. Put it to good use.”

Be careful that your determination doesn’t turn into desperation and neediness.

I need to frame this saying and hang it up where I have to look at it every day.

No, the entry last night wasn’t the rate-a-date – it hasn’t happened yet. Things keep jumping in the way of us getting together, like illness (both him and his son), my work (hatehatehate), his work (traveling around the state), … just stuff. We’re looking at Saturday now, since he’s on the road most of the week. There’s a chance he’ll be in my town at some point, in which case he’s promised to sneak away and spend some time with me.

Yes, I am getting impatient. No, I’m not good at sitting on my hands.

Yes, I can post a picture of him, but I don’t think I will until after we meet in person and I can vouch for chemistry. And like one of my favorites, I really shouldn’t talk about things until I’ve done them.

She’s brilliant, I’m impatient.