Together as One?

I don’t know what to say anymore, you want me to feel bad for moving on with my life, well there you go, congrats! I do! I shouldn’t have to feel bad at all after all the shit I’ve been through, after all the patience I had! I gave everything I had to give and now I’m fucking DEAD, dead inside, dead eyes, dead soul, just plain fucking dead! I don’t deserve this, I think I deserve a little more, don’t you??

God I tried so hard to bring happiness to your life, so fucking hard! To the point where I am growing grey hairs. I WAS THAT GIRL THAT EVERYONE WISHED THEY HAD, but you had me, only you! and that’s all I ever wanted, no money, no fame, no possessions!

you possessed my heart and that’s all I needed to live,

you told me that loving yourself is what allows you to love another…you don’t love me Chris, you don’t love yourself enough to love me, you don’t appreciate yourself enough to recognize me! to be grateful!

I WILL NEVER BE SORRY FOR WANTING HAPPINESS AND FOR LIVING FOR LOVE! NEVER!

MY HATE IS THE ONLY THING THAT I HAVE LEFT TO OFFER YOU…SO HERE YOU CAN HAVE IT…NOW YOU GOT EVERYTHING THAT YOU CAN GET FROM ME!