My pure darkness

My pain is something you will never see

But that is all I can see from inside of me

You see that my horrors are behind my eyes

As you all wish for me to die

I see things that you are not ment to see

You should run away and be free

I will never blam you for doing this

As the blood flows from my wrist

People always thought that i was a freak

As they believe that i belong at there feet

I stand in this world

Alone in an everlasting twirl

Alone i stand in the rain

As you look into my eyes and see my pain

You’ve done nothing but tear me apart

Jut like my aching heart

There is no help in this place

As you stare at my pale face

Teerful and torn

My darkness is finaly born

As you see the dark sky

And soon you will say goodbye

You will say hello to my fate

As you see me locked behind  black metal gates

With my pain next to me

Why can’t you see

If you shed some light

It might help me fight

Darkness surounding my soul

And you looking at my skull pole

Leave me to my end

And let heart to be mend

Let me be free

Just let me be

I want to be out of the mud

And i can no longer shed some blood

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July 8, 2007

you are not a freak and you are not alone.. I walk beside you in the shadows…until there is nothing wrong

July 22, 2007

Your the only one who will ever understand your world not even I can matter how close are but ican tell you this: your not alone because the ones that are part or you (you know whoiamtalking about) are technically always with you and they will be even when you die …if only i could understand that world of yours a little better maybe I would be a better “sister” even if i can’t i’ll still love U