from him to me

Once I was so in love that i fallowed a woman who ripped out my heart, leaving me jaded and hallowed. I have made new friends but they don’t fill the void. Their words of comfort only leave me annoyed. "get over it! …and bring me more fiddle faddle!" How can one so small cast a spell so strong? Why do i love her still and how long before i can close my eyes and not see my wonderful angel, my muse, my beauty. Such horrible deeds she has visited my way. Yet the wrongdoings seem trivial at the close of the day. "oops" said she. I’ve tried to move on but in the end it seems pointless. The last woman i saw was too quiet and…o.k jointless. My heart has been stabbed so much it no longer bleeds. With a mind of it’s own, it knows what it needs. "here, let me just save you the trouble!" My heart said and walked away.  An end to the pain though there’s not one in sight. Tormented again and alone every night. No matter who else is with me i am always alone my soul has been taken right down to the bone. "sigh…it’s just not the same…I’ll always want her"

                                                                                                                    -Mr. Gosh