Completely Stressed Out

I am completely stressed out right now. I have so much on my plate. I’m in the dog days of the semester and it just feels overwhelming. I have so much stuff due and then my job and my son and just everything. Sometimes I feel so alone dealing with everything. I am a complete single parent. I mean, Scott is nothing more then a bi-weekend babysitter and I have these projects due, and papers due and a Spanish test and final that I am completely freaking out about. I have already registered for next semester which includes another 17 credits. I m trying so hard to stay on track with my classes to graduate with double degrees. I ask myself sometimes if it is worth it but It’s what I want. Everybody is always coming to me with their problems, always looking for answers and words or encouragement but where can I go???? I mean, what do i do? I have no one in my life right now to really talk to. I would love for someone to just look at me and tell me they are proud of me but then i feel bad about those feelings because i am acting like such a girl. I mean, i should SO be stronger then that. I always have.  I have gotten to this place in my life all on my own. I am raising this child and working and going to school. I’m on the honor society and I am a great Respiratory Therapist. I should be happy and content with that. I have great friends like Blanche and Chantel and Cathy. I have girls I chill with like Julian and Trina but I feel like non of them really KNOW me. Plus –  I’m there for them, they’re not here for me. They all come to me with their problems and cry on my shoulder but where do I go? What do I do? Sometimes I want to just sit back and cry my heart out but i won’t. I won’t because that is such a weak thing to do and  I have to be stronger then that.