Valentines is almost here…

Like I give a damn, this holiday I have never been into it. When I was in high school I went out with this guy just to have a boyfriend around valentines day and I broke up with him on that day! Yeah I’m cruel like this but I didnt like this guy it was just a using matter on my side.

On Friday I felt bad here at work. I felt humilated. The guy that they fired, well he is coming in to train me on stuff well he is getting paid as much as I am which he said it loud and I heard. He said oh well I’m just getting paid $_ since I’m only training. Which meant he was getting paid way more than I am and doing the stuff I am doing. I felt bad and then to top it off I didnt get paid for my over time! I told the gal that  does the checks and she said she’ll let the boss know but how rude is that? When I saw my check I wasnt thrilled at all, then to top it off they distribute the checks at the end of the day close to the time we leave its just plain rude.

My weekend went pretty good it rained and I love it when it rains. We went to church its always nice when you go to church and that peacefull feeling you get. You need that after the exhausted week.

I told J that if we had money we would go far away from my family, I have the weirdest family in history. I dont know why I say family if I dont even get along with them. I told J I dont love my mom and that is sad, I dont love neither one of my parents. Its a long story but I really dont want to talk about them. I just have no love for them. I have my reasons. I try to be a better mother for my kids than that lady who had me was to me.

I am praying to GOD that this week goes really swell better than last week. You guys have a terrific day.