Thursday already

Its Thursday and I wish it was Friday. Still lost in the head at work. Dont know much about processing crap. The boss is picky with wording of words, grammar etc.,

She told me yesterday to open myself what she wants to open my legs or what? I cannot express myself to people I dont know can you guys?

I do it here but thats different, this is my diary and I can write with out anyone judging me but in real life people tend to judge everything about you.

My voice is coming back now I have this annoying cough, last night I drank some theraflu for the coughing and soar throat. Woke up this morning throwing up and all.

Pricilla’s class will be having a field trip and she wants me to go, its for next month. What should I do? You know how when you start a job theres a probation period but I dont know if I should miss work. Any advice on this? Of course to me kids come first but I dont want to get a bad record on my job, as is I think they see me as dummy Josie.

I spoke to my pal at my last workplace "joan", she said rumor has it they are going to be letting go the department I was in. They already hired some people back in Nashville with the same positions they have in the Purchasing department here. She said I was lucky I left before being let go. I said I dont feel lucky still….

Nothing much going on. Just same old me being me. I am hoping this day will go better than yesterday. This is what I tell myself everyday.