Random

Enough with the winds already, its so cold and windy that I am ready for summer to get here.  Tomorrow is J’s Christmas party at work and I am some excited and then I am not. You see I am not happy with how I look since I have gained weight.  I had lost my weight and I was happy now I weight 169 its terrible.  I try dieting but its not working the older you get the harder it gets.  Anyways, everyone at his work stares and want to check out the familys so I get shy. 

Nothing much has happened just that I went to the Doctor today but not for me its for David.  Supposely he has Separation anxiety and ADHD.  Right now they are just treating the anxiety to get him down and then they will treat the ADHD.  Seems like I will never be happy in my life fully happy……