Self-Worth

This is becoming my diary to have dark-rants in.

Two weeks ago, I asked my boss for a raise. I’m not a ‘general assistant’ anymore… and if you’re going to build my perminiant job over my head, at least give me a raise before you kick me to the curb. Especially if you expect me to train them.

Anyway… I was rejected.

So that put me in a mood.

And now I don’t want to do any work at all.

And that’s bad because I need to be doing work, and I’m not.

So I went to my boss’s boss to explain the situation. I was advised by my old boss and by another previous boss to her that I should talk to current boss’s boss.

Lots of bosses.. and nobody powerful enough to make decisions.

You know how you can see in someone’s body language what’s going on? Yeah.. sinking his head between his shoulders, not making eye contact…. averting the angles of his body to not directly face me….

Basically not wanting to have a conversation at all about any of this.

Told me if I go to HR they’re pretty much just going to send me back to the department.

I need a new job. This one is killing my soul.

Only…. I don’t have enough self-worth to get a new job.