In the Western Front

All’s well that end’s well so they say.  But what does that mean?  If the ending is for the best then everything is okay?  The ends justify the means?  I dare say not…taking a chance, trying to take a chance rather, exploded.  Figures, should have known that that would happen.  But, I did try, despite what might be thought.  What’s to be done about it?  No sense in trying to fix it…just let it go, smartest thing to do really.  And how’re things with other situations?  Confusing.  Probably not panning out either, but…it does make me feel good if even just a little.  Despite the fact that I feel as though I should feel terrible about what’s going on.

Considering she’s leaving him, and probably for me.  I prefer to think about it more like she was dating both of us and has just probably decided to go with me as her choice.  Considering we both came into the picture at the same time romantically speaking…which is…odd…but we’ll see if she does the same thing in reverse.  Probably.  I know how this game is played, and I know I’m probably going to get played…but…nothing risked, nothing gained.

In other news I call Sheetz back tomorrow to bug them for the job.  We’ll see how that goes.  If PJ screwed it up for me…I"m going to kill him.  MURDER.  Well, not really, not even close…but…I will not be happy with him.

At any rate, that’s about the size of it for what it’s worth.

–RK