Conglomeration-nation.

Many things to be said.  Many, many things–so where to begin?  I spent Saturday with Dano playing Megaman X and X2.  Had a few interesting conversations with a few things that night.  Woke up with a vast sensation of doom.  It felt very much like the world was going to end soon–within the next few years.  I felt very confused by a few things such as the need for divisions such as "state" and "country."  Money in general.  A few other things, but generally a feeling of unease that I just couldn’t shake.

I’ve got about half of my things moved out of the old house.  Mostly what’s left is a few games, my comics, and some furniture.

I had a nightmare last week, it was about a demon made of barbed wire and metal in general.  It was a cloud of rust and pain and it was chasing one of my friends and a few other people I didn’t know.  I floated around (as per usual) as a camera and watched the whole thing and then as a few people got killed I pressed my will and told my friend how to get away and I guided her through a junkyard and she used a electromagnetic crane thing to grab the metal creature and put it into a compactor.  Which she thought would have destroyed the beast–I knew it didn’t so I helped her do a ceremony to actually get rid of the spirit.  That wasn’t that odd of a nightmare; what made it an interesting encounter.

The next day I was playing KoL and whatnot I was on AIM waiting to see if Dano was online and my friend who I’d had a dream about came online and told me that she had a dream about me last night.  I asked her what the dream was about and she said she was being chased by a monster and I helped her get away from it.  Now, that was interesting.

What else?  Saw an interesting entry another ODer did and I’m going to copy the form.  It’s almost a survey-ish thing; but not quite.

Who?

My name is Jacob J.

Born on 20th of December, 1983.

 

What?

I am activist in the strangest sense of the word.  I believe that sometimes lives must be ended for lives to be saved. 

I am Caucasian, mostly Scottish, Irish, and Jewish.

I am a happy Atheist, though perhaps as some have said "the worst Atheist ever."  I think that Religion in its base form is very important to Society, that without something to bind us to our purpose as a whole we would go crazy.

I am Pro-Choice, at least early term and under certain circumstances.

I am fine with same sex marriage, many of my friends are gay.

I am anti-hunting; unless you get all your food exclusively from hunting/farming/gathering.  If you’re going to "game" hunt, do it with your bare hands.

I am pro-porn. Pornography and sexual education if done early and consistently would prevent almost all cases of teenage pregnancy and pre-teen sex.  If taught that porn and masturbation are completely safe alternatives to satisfying our sexual desires then we eliminate the pressure to preform.

I hate the school systems; I didn’t learn anything from school.  Learned everything I know from reading and teaching myself.

I am anti-whore-teenager.  Or in general I’m against what teenage fashion has become and how girls are looking and dressing much "older" and more (for lack of a better term) sluttier.

I want to become so many things; writer, adventurer, pioneer, artist, parapsychologist, a director, a philosopher, a cryptozoologist.

I am very strong in what I believe and what I know about myself.

I dislike crowds and intense places.
I have a MORBID fear of cockroaches (palmetto bugs), clowns, and the Unknown.

Where?

I live in the great state of Pennsylvania.  I’ve lived in PA, VA, WV, MS, AL, GE, FL, and IN.

I’m in a state of trying to figure out when I’m going to do the things I want to do, and how.

 

Why?

I am only what I know how to be.

Why not?

And most importantly–42.

Other than that…not much else really.

*sigh*

Oh well, good night for now.

–RK