what the funk is wrong with me?

So last weekend. I went up to philly to hang out with some friends of mine. it was one friend’s bday, so we all went out to dinner (which was why i was there in the first place) there was an unfortunate can’t breathe due to cat allergy incident…but whatever…it was still fun…if FREEZING)

anyway. short sweet: went to see pats game with some friends saturday night. it was kinda a set up. guy calls next day, asks me out. we go out wednesday. its weird. he’s a cool guy. but unfortunately TS boy run in at work in the AM and at lunch in the afternoon. ARG. sucked so bad. screwed with my head a bit…brought back some unwanted feelings. but i still have to say i don’t think would affect my not being terribly attracted to new guy. he’s nice though. but he’s like…can we do this again. and i’m like . idunno. *sigh* i’m a bitach. it’d be cool to hang out with him again though