be cool

i haven’t looked at his facebook profile in over a week.

as lame as it may sound, i am very proud of this little milestone.

i still miss the old wonderboy like crazy. but i know myself and i know what i could end up doing with all of this free time. i think he gets married this weekend, and if i really let myself fall off the deep end, i would be checking his facebook like 17 times (my new number of over exaggeration) a day to see what he’s doing, and how he’s feeling, and if everything’s going ok. and after this weekend, i would relentless check anyone who is remotely connected between us’s profile to see if they went and if they have any pics up of the wedding to see what it was like.

for now, i’m just staying away.