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March 19, 2006

Lol, have fun on your date! Oh and i’d like to point out that there’s also an amazing number of people out there who aren’t brainwashed, dumb or selfish, who you just haven’t met yet. Lol. Take care.

yes. i do mean you’re. however i really dont care about grammar on the internet and to focus on that…retarded. not that im saying im stupid or anything, but you know nothing about me based on my readings. i’m you havent even read anything…and if you have…u don’t unerstand anything. you’re right. those are reasons people hurt themselves. and you have every right to believe it is stupid.

but you only believe it is stupid because you don’t understand it…so i cant be pissed about that. and thats all i really have to say…bc im not going to waste my time trying to explain to it to you…bc it is pointless to do so. thanks for the response though

coming to, or has come to? hmmmm… maybe not brainwashed, just very easily influenced. thats how humans are – we are social animals, we are much more easily influenced by others than we realise. yea i agree with u – humans are crap. but i consider myself the same. do u consider urself separate from this brainwashed, dumb and selfish state u beleive ppl are in? hope ur date is fun 🙂

March 20, 2006

ryn: I was serious about the fact that he needs to have more confidence in himself and start seeing what he has to offer. I think people pour out their feelings here because it feels safe so I would like to give some encouragement rather than to kick sand in their faces. I don’t always agree with what they do but I try to find the beauty in who they are.

i just read some of ur notes on someones diary about cutting and self harm. though im kind of offended (since im a cutter… well former cutter as far as i see it), i agree with u on wat ur saying for most the part. i disagree with the way u dismiss cutting as a “stupid” way to cope with pain or i guess u could say just life in general. sure, its dead set wrong and definately not OK…

… and it seems to defy all logic and have no positive out come wat so eva. ppl usually cut wen they’re in a state of overwhelming negative emotion, which causes panic or dimminished reasoning abilities. some ppl cope with this by cutting and the reason is, wen ur injured or suffering physical pain the brain releases endorphins. this causes a sudden and short lived change in emotion, hence…

… relieving the negative emotion to some extent. obviously most cutters dont realise this and dont bear that fact in mind wen they cut. though i guess that must be why ppl cut. sometimes u just dont kno wat to do with urself wen u feel that low, and cutting breaks that feeling up a little. though i do agree – its wrong and shouldnt be considered OK. i am disgusted by my cuttings in the past.

June 8, 2006

I didn’t sleep with Mike. And the only obligation I have is to myself, but thank-you for your opinion.

April 18, 2010

America is pretty brainwashed. I agree!