Open marriage, BDSM…

I’m in an open marriage and I’m into BDSM (hubs isn’t into any kink). About a year ago I learned I enjoyed being submissive vs dominate. I began making connections with Dom men and learned a lot that I hadn’t been exposed to before. I get a thrill when I’m man handled, called degrading names and am “forced” to please him. I need to feel desired, understood, respected and protected.

I’m still learning the limits of my submission.  I’ve been told I’m a natural submissive who is looking for the right person to fully submit to. To being told I’m a bedroom submissive whole only wants it in the bedroom.  To being told I’m not submissive at all.

Welcome to my journey of self discovery.