Happy Birthday…

…my little baby bear! Yuppers today Dante is 1 years old!!!! i cant believe its been a year already, its nuts.

I remember this

and now he is this

from 4.14 lbs to 23lbs! how much he can do now, and smart he already is, how much more interactive he already is! Its crazy.

Anyways he has let us sleep in the last 3 days in a row! he must know its daddies week off…lol saddly it doesnt seem like a week off yet… which is annonying me but so is life i guess. Seems i am at the half way mark of my days off and yet havent been able to do ANYTHING i wanted to do and set out to do on my week off, which is actually really bumming/pissing me off. Wanted to get a solid workout in each day, only done 1 cause shit keeps getting in my way and there is never enough time when there should be. Yesterday my brother decided to show up all kinda unxpectidly, which i havent seen him in over 2 years since he lived with us and i had to kick him out, he wanted ot meet Dante, which is fine, but he stuck around for like 5 hours! i was ready to be like get the fuck out i dont like you that much, i was hoping once dante went for a nap he would fuck off so i could workout and get some writing and cleaning done…. NOOOOOO why would it work that way…. i know that sounds mean but i really am i not very social person on my time off, my days off i dont want to hang out with ppl, i dont want to be social, i want to be left the fuck alone to do my own things, the wife and dante are part of that of course they are fine, but the rest of the world can fuck off. yes i am a hermit lately, i have goals and a mind set right now and it doesnt involve other ppl.

Anyways its been like that so far since sunday, always something getting in the way to pervent me from working out or writing or ANYTHING really. Today is Dantes birthday so its all about him today, but when he takes his nap this afternoon I AM WORKING OUT! i dont give a shit about anything else i will do my workout, i will get this fucking mess of a house clean, writing, well that might be over doing it today, but tomorrow i will write!

Anywasy Dante wants daddy, and so he shall get daddy!