A Bit of Everything

Well Dante the last few days has been…. “lovely” (incert sarcasum) I know he is teething and i think alot of ti has to do with its been either snowing or really cold or windy or all of the above so we havent been going out alot for walks or anything and i think he is getting cabin fever in the house and getting bored easy whihc is making him cranky as well. Last night was the worst night we’ve EVER had. We went out for V-day dinner and brought him up to Nikki’s parents for 2 hours well we went and had a nice good dinner. He was great up there. We brought him home and he passed right out. Ok thats fine he was in bed just after 8pm, so we stayed up and watch part of a movie and relaxed, until finely we were stupid tired and decided to hit the hay early (9:30pm) Well he decided to get up at 10:30pm just wigging out starving.. ok so thats fine we got up and fed him and he went back to bed and so did we. Then 12:30am rolls around, he wakes up just screaming again… WTF he has never done that.. ok so whatever we go in see if he is alright, he just keeps crying and crying… so another bottle which he doesnt really drink that much of. But he just keeps crying… so for 40 minutes me and the wife try to calm him down and get him back to sleep… no luck. 1:20am we say fuck it lets go for a car ride and blast the heat to put him to sleep, almost always works. hmmmm not this time…. get home at 2am…. still awake and crying…. try for another 10 minutes to calm him… no luck… by this time nerves are shot and patients gone. We just out him in his crib and let him cry it out for 20 minutes until he fFINALLY cry himself to sleep…. i hated it, i hate having to have him cry himself to sleep, it broke my heart, but there was nothing that would make him happy, NOTHING we tried everything. And before we lost our cool we had to walk away and this seemed the best option. THEN! 7am comes around and he is up again wigging out…. oi…. whatever we got up and fed him and that was that, we were up and miserable…. he has been off and on today, but not horrible. Ikept him up until 11:30am before he crashed out cause he was tired since he didnt sleep much last night either. Gave us enough time to do our workout.

Speaking of workout and diet, i am down another 2 pounds this week, so i finally broke the 20lb mark. i was 180lbs this morning! fuck ya! 5 more pounds to go. I feel so good, all around, i got more energy (dispist non sleeping baby last night) mentally i am more alert and relaxed. My headaches are gone. And ya i just feel awesome.

We are almost done the first week of Insanity, then its the recovery week… which i am going to alter… cause its boring… 6 days of the same mild workout just isnt for me. i am gonna change every other workout to one of the real workouts just to keep things going good. Then the joys of month 2 will begin! Ohhh boy i can;t wait… i remember how crazy hardcore it was…. i can’t wait.

I am pumped that Nikki has been keeping up with the Insanity workouts, she is doing so good, i am so proud, i honestly didnt think she would go passed the first week before saying it wasnt for her, but nope she is pushing through and doing great.

Anyways baby needs some attention