i hate the world

and almost everyone in it.  But i hate no other person more then i hate myself. why cant everyone just tell me im right i what i think about myself I AM!

I am anorexic-i starve myself
I am bulimic- i puke up what i do eat
I am depressed all the time
I am suicidal most days
I am a worthless person
I am a complete failure
I am a screw up
I am an embarrasment
I am a hurtful person
I am a selfish person
I am a total disappointmemnt to everyone I know
This is how I feel, this is what i think, this is what i believe.

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I think EVERY girl has been there to some degree or another… I live in that. Thats what i call my “hole” feeling of just wanting to die or vanish into thinness. Good luck with the fast!

February 25, 2004

i dont kno why im even bothering but here goes: you are not worthless. people care about you and value you. you deserve to be happy and you deserve to have a good life. agh, idk even what to say anymore. i’ve said it all a thousand times over and you dont listen or just dont care, im not sure which b/c you push me farther and farther away from you. im sure katie and hannah will make u 🙂

I feel like that a lot of times too.