further on….

Since my post yesterday, I have received loads of comments, either by myspace, email, or IM. It has been a mixed reaction. I want to thank those that support me. And I want to single in on one reaction, though it was a general idea of more then one person. I was asked  a question, and I want to put part of my reply here. Maybe then some will understand what I was gettin at yesterday.

My point wasn’t to "blame" certain people fer makin me feel the way I was feelin. No one can make me feel anythin. But yet at the same time, not many people were helpin to get me out of it. That is my fault, I know. But like you said to me yesterday, I guess I expected too much myself.

Like I said, I can only hope that this helps. I didn’t want to include the entire email I sent my friend, as other things were mentioned that have no bearin on this topic. Again, I want to thank those that support my decision. And those that just don’t understand, if this doesn’t help, then I am sorry, sorry that people can’t open their minds and try to understand.