Best New Year’s in 7 years, FINALLY!!!!!!

I had originally planned on goin to New Mexico this weeeknd. Ya know, get away so I could think. Anyways, when my mom called her sister Friday afternoon to make sure ot was ok, it was decided that since we were all kinda under the weather, specially her and my son, that we would pass this weekend and go another time when we all were feelin much better. Well, cuz I had already told everyone that I was goin, I didn’t tell anyone otherwise. Specially "J" & "M".  I told them that I would be back either Sunday or Monday. Sunday nite I text "J" and let him know that I was "home". Then I talked to "J" yesterday, Monday, and told him that I was uncomfortable in the way things were goin. I didn’t flat out break things off with him, but I think that’s how he understood it. Apparently he told his roommate last nite after I left that now he isn’t sure if we are "together" or not. Funny part is that he hasn’t asked me that question, and I am the one he is supposed to be askin, right?
 
I had a good weekend though. I met "B" & "R" at the Pool Hall Friday nite and played a few games of pool with them. Then we went back to "B’s" place. Hung out there fer a few minutes, then I went back to "R’s" with him. Ended up stayin the nite over there. Nuthin big really. On Sat evenin I went to see the new Harry Potter movie with my son, my mom, and my niece. After that we were goin to go see another movie, but it didn’t start till just after 11, and I told my mom that I wasn’t gonna be in a movie at the stroke of midnite, so we left. I went home, got there bout 10:30 and started to read my book. I turned the TV on round 5 till midnite and watched the countdown, then turned it off and finished my book. Round 1am, I was just getting into bed and my phone rang. "R" called, he didn’t text me like he always does, he actually called this time. He was wonderin what I was doin. I told him that I was in bed and he said to get out of bed, pick up "M" and meet him and "B" at "B’s" place. I asked him if "B" was ok with that, he said it was "B’s" idea to invite "M" over. That was kinda wierd considerint he history tween those 2, but I left it at that. So I called "M", had a friend of our’s take her down the street to the QT, and I picked her up there so "J" wouldn’t see me. As he thought I was in New Mexico fer the weekend. We went to "B’s" and hung out there, drinkin, till 10am. Then we went to Denny’s and "R" bought all of us breakfast. We left there, and "R" took "M" home, and I went to my mom’s and passed out till round 4pm. Then later that evenin mom and I went and saw Narnia with the kids again, then I went home. Nuthin big after that.

I feel though that I must mention a few incidents that happened on Sat nite while "M" & I were hangin with the boys. "J" kept textin me, and I kept replyin back. Tryin to make it short, as I was in the company of others and I didn’t want to be too rude ya know. Not to mention when he wasn’t textin me, "J" would call "M" to see what she was doin, keepin in mind he still thinks I am in New Mexico and she was out with some other friends. Either way, I had basicaly told "R" bout my feelins bout the situation with "J" and durin one of the calls "M" was havin with "J" "R" tried to butt in and tell I dunno what to "J." Luckily, he wasn’t able to. Our phone finally went silent after that till bout 20-30 min later when "J" text me again. I don’t remember exactly what he had said, but "R" noticed this. As I was replyin, "R" got ahold of my phone and locked himself into the bathroom. Luckily he didn’t call "J" but he did text him from my phone. His text read "u suck." I was pissed when I saw this. But at the same time, a little confused. Why would he do that? Can someone explain this to me? He asked me later if I was scered of "J," apparently he thought this after I told him bout the feelins I have been havin lately. I told him no I am not scered of "J" I have nop reasont o be at this point. He had also made the comment earlier that nite that if "J" hurt me, or didn’t like what I was gonna end up sayin to him, that he, "J," could answer to "R." Again, why would he say that? I am at a loss? Please help me here. If the guy doesn’t like me in that way, why would he do or say things like that?

Either way, all in all I had a good weekend. I was beginnin to wonder if I was cursed fer life. I mean fer that last 7 years, I have had really BAD New Year’s. Thus why I had originally decided to stay in that nite.  And granted, even though it was technically after the stroke of midnite that I went out, I still went out and had a good time. Not to mention I go to to see "R" 2 nites in a row, and that hasn’t happened in like 3 months. I promise, I won’t go puttin more there that isn’t there, but it was still kewl. I had fun.

Hope everyone’s New Year’s was as good, if not better, then mine. Wishin everyone a great new year.

Smooches