The Simultaneity of Life

It was okay today, I guess. I finally realized that I’d been giving too much energy to the current situation. The energy should be given to prayer and work, not all the crap that’s going on around me. It’s a lot, though. It’s enough to have probably driven someone else crazy by now, lol. But these days, I’m much more equipped to handle the “simultaneity” of life and all that comes with it, if you know what mean.

Nothing much happened with my complaint from earlier. The phone got “disconnected” when I called to make a report, lmao. I wasn’t really expecting much anyway. Just wanted to make someone aware that I’m aware.

Sometimes, I warn folks about stuff I’ve seen with clarity and “insight”. But if they don’t see it, they don’t see it. If they do and choose to pretend they don’t, oh well. If they don’t care, it’s their choice not to. I’ve done my part. Not much I can do about these things but say this or that occurred or give an honest reason for XYZ. I won’t take a label that isn’t mine, though, because that is not the truth.

Money is coming in very slowly out there, and I’m being taken all over the creation, lol. It’s something I have to do until I don’t anymore. It’s not spectacular but it is what it is. It could be worse, and that’s the best way to think about it right now. That and things will get better eventually.

It’s time to go to sleep.

6:33 A.M. – I just woke up not too long ago and found another “clue” that someone had come into the apartment. This time I was in my bedroom asleep and they came in and apparently left something in the kitchen.

I’m still not moving.

I’m still not afraid.

I’m still not returning to a job I don’t want.

It’s still true that I’m not living with, sleeping with, or dating anyone.

I’m still neither crazy nor autistic.

I still stand by my faith.

Have a nice day.