So-So Day

It was a so-so day. Not everything went as smoothly as I would have liked it, but it wasn’t bad. Quite a few people were friendly today. I guess I have to be thankful for small pleasantries.

I fell asleep for a while and then did  a little bit of straightening up. To be continued on that.

Haven’t had any dreams lately and didn’t listen to much music. Maybe about an hour or so.

I always laugh when I’m listening to my playlist and it goes from “Lies Greed Misery” to “Let Down”. It transitions from screaming about wanting someone to choke on their lies to bleeding about being hurt.

“Choke on your lies! Swallow up your greed!
Suffer all alone in your misery!”

and then

“And the tears fall like rain …”

It wasn’t intentional. That’s just how the songs got added, lol.

I really wish I would have gotten the opportunity to meet C in the flesh when he was here. Apparently, he wasn’t racist and loved everyone. He seemed like the sweetest guy but went through so much in the world. I would have wanted to just give him a hug and say something nice, actually. My “liking” of him was never sexual/physical or romantic per se. I can’t really explain it, though. It was just other-level stuff, but it was pure.

Welp. Time to go. Today is the one day of rest and the one day I have a little bit of privacy. Most days it gets invaded. Unfortunately, I’m not in a position to just pack my things and go at the moment.