It Was Alright

Today was okay. There’s still a lot going on out there, but I have no choice but to move forward anyway. I had to sort of find a way to walk through the various fiery stage settings and keep going. I must do what I can do and not worry about what I can’t do this month. I’ll also not concern myself with what other people think about my religious/spiritual beliefs or my special interests. I am who I am, and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with me.

Today I got reminded about a time when I was “frazzled” at a former job. Yep. That’s correct. I did have a moment or two. There was a lot going on at that time. Honestly, it was a mixture of not having that refresher help, standing there trying to “search” my “hard drive” for that specific five-year-old hidden encrypted process file, and 100% having certain “spiritual tools” projected at me while I was trying to do it, lol. I did “access the file” eventually, but I think it made some folks unhappy.

It is what it is. But guess what? I’d do it again if I could … just not at that particular location.

I had to sit and think about whether I wanted to truly let something go today. I mean, I had already let it go for the most part and was not going to press any issues against anyone, but maybe I didn’t let it go enough.

The hardest thing about forgiveness is giving it to those who are hateful, aren’t asking for it, and are still putting forth efforts to cause pain and/or misfortune, lol. But learning to forgive the hard stuff is all part of the Heavenly Father’s refining training course. Nobody ever said the training course would be easy.