Grumbles.

A few weeks ago I ate chinese for lunch, my fortune cookie had said ‘Try to find the significance to the problem that faces you now." At the time I thought nothing of it, put the fortune into my pants pocket and went along my merry way. In the mean time, I had washed my pants twice…still thinking nothing of my fortune, in fact, I had forgotten all about it to be honest. I found that fortune the other day.

The problem that I face now is this, do I want to keep on in this relationship that I am currently in?

That is the problem. I am not sure anymore.

There has been alot of things going on in my life since I last wrote. Things that sometimes, looking back, I should have written in here when it was going on.

Why is it that everytime I start to think things are good, they never are? in my work life thats not always the case, but in my personal life, it always seems that way.

~When we all want the same thing, then it will all be what we do not want.~
Rand al’Mawer, 2008