yay light!

We got my car today, it’s so cute!  We took my old car over there and she and I said our goodbyes but it’s time for her to go to that Big Garage in the Sky.  lol  So my new car is cute, she runs very well.  We’re taking her to our mechanics tomorrow to be double sure everything is top with her.  She passed inspection and all but we like making double sure since we have a month to make sure that any repairs are done while the dealer will still pay for them.  But she’s a cute little car, I haven’t picked out a name for her yet.  My last car was Bessie, she was a Bessie.  lol.

In other news, finally heard from B.  Turns out he’d been really busy then drove down to North Carolina to see a friend of his for her birthday….yes I said her.  He was staying with her while he was down there.  He got online while she was out or when she was asleep. >_>  Uh….huh, then he’d say he couldn’t talk on the phone because she was asleep.  There isn’t a living room or something?  So I was really starting to get upset over that then I was sitting there going "Wth am I getting up set over?  It’s not like he and I are dating for real.  We’re talking, that’s it.  No ties, no promises, nothing.  So why is this bothering me?  So what if he’s sleeping with some chick?"  It does bother me though and I know I have no right for it to and I keep telling myself that. 

B and I have a zoo date on Tuesday if everything works out.  Hopefully it will.  I’d like to be able to spend more time with him.  I know I’ll probably stick my foot in my mouth and ask him about his trip, in no uncertain terms.  But that’s just me, I tend to charge in head first and stomp all over everything.  My mum says it’s my independent nature, I say it’s me just being socially inept and graceless.  I really don’t wanna ruin our date but dammit I know I’ll just blurt something out and blow it all to hell. :   *sigh* 

No use worrying myself over it now, if it happens oh well, I’ll deal with it then.