Withdrawal

Caleb called me today.  Random as he# I know.  I wasn’t expecting it either.  I was in the midst of doing laundry when my phone went off.  I was still expecting a call from the guy about my hard drive so I rushed to answer it.  It came back as a local area code so I wondered who it was and picked it up.  Sure enough it was him.  We talked for about an hour or so, a little more I think.  Eventually we turned to the weather and how it’s so cold.  I told him I wished he was here to cuddle with.  He said he missed me and wished he was here to cuddle with me too.  Really?  Then how come I didn’t hear from you since November when you got back from Iraq?  Exactly.  Eventually he started trying to lead it to phone sex and I quickly shot that down.  He laughed.  It’s the same response he’s always gotten when he tries.  It doesn’t stop him from trying and he joked about it.  I guess part of my appeal to him is that I make him work for it, I don’t know.  Maybe it’s my sense of humor or the fact that I don’t really just fall into his arms.

On the other hand we aren’t compatible in bed, at least I don’t think we are.  When he came down on leave the sex was great, freaking amazing, the boy has the stamina of bull I swear to god.  Problem was I like it kind of rough and he didn’t really seem to.  Like I am into biting and he didn’t want me to bite him and he never really made any move to bite me.  He also whined when I used my nails.  Yeah go figure. : |  It really pissed me off.  But I couldn’t deny that, god he got me going so well.  *drools*  I’m getting all flustered thinking about it…or maybe that’s because Georgie was sitting here teasing me about my secret obsession.  XD

Now I’m done for the moment.  Was very upset when there was no OD but now I’m ok, I got to write so now the drug is out of my system. LMAO!