why must i be so blue?

So I’ve been trying to be productive today.  It really hasn’t worked so well.  I called CVS about the job and they will get back to me hopefully tomorrow to set up an interview for later this week.  The manager Kathy and I have been talking since I got back almost every day and she said she is waiting on the pharmacist who comes in tomorrow to find out when he is available for an interview session.  So this is good.

However after going to the college and trying to sort out my brother’s financial aid crap, the productivity drive pretty much died.  Inefficient communication is the bane of my existence.  *sigh*

It was fun going to University for the weekend.  I got to see Irish and Aubrey and Little and Quinn but not everyone, it makes me sad.  I enjoyed spending more time with Quinn.  And I definitely think we still have a connection.  I don’t know anyone else that I can spend so much time with and not get tired of them and not even really get into a fight with.  I mean we do fight now and then, it’s natural and I’d be more worried if we didn’t.  But we can spend days on end together, practically living together and we don’t want to kill each other.  I miss him so much.  I miss all my friends really.  I mean you spend so much time with people and you get into a rhythm of spending time together.  You eat together, you hang out, you do homework, you party, you have sleepovers.  I got used to seeing everyone I wanted to whenever I wanted to and now I can’t.  Jeez, I’m half-tempted to re-enroll for a second bachelors.  That’s how sad I am to be so far away from the closest thing I have to feeling like a real home. =(

Okay gonna go and try to be productive some more since I have to clear my room out still for the new bed.  It’s about the only thing I have to be excited about this week until I know for sure if/when I have an interview.  That’s sad.