well laid plans

My goal is to be asleep by 1am. I know, that’s practically early for me! But I’m falling asleep even after having taken a 2 hour nap this afternoon. Which is a good thing really.

So I went and saw Aubrey tonight and had a lot fun. We went a jewelry consultant’s house and spent several hours looking at sparklies. I did bring one home with me. It was $55 but it’s so pretty that I’m probably going to start wearing it all the time. I luuuuuuv it. I’m thinking I might have a jewelry party in the next month or so or at least probably start ordering more. Their pieces are absolutely beautiful if way overpriced! Still there are pieces that would absolutely be worth it.

Isaac called me last night. He apologized for not being there when I needed him, he didn’t realize what was going on. We talked for a while and he said basically that he’d started having second thoughts. People keep questioning his judgement, telling him how he’s doing things wrong or how he shouldn’t be doing things. He’d also started getting texts from his soon-to-be ex-wife. He didn’t say what they were about but I have a feeling it was her saying that they could work things out, blah blah blah. Between that and people telling him we shouldn’t be dating, He was also extremely stressed from his jobs. And yes, he was jealous and a little bent out of shape about me spending time with Kale. So he needed some space. I ended up going and picking him up and he spent the night last night. We talked more. We’re still talking. He’s still wearing the necklace I gave him though. He was wearing it last night when I met up with him and his brother to pick him up and bring him back.

We’re still talking, still trying to work out the kinks. He knows that he really upset me and hurt me by pulling away without warning. This is also not the first time he’s done it. When he starts questioning our relationship (particularly when outside forces are ganging up on him about it), he pulls away to think. Things are still a little rough but we’re talking it out now. He called me again tonight while I was at dinner and talked for a while when I was driving home, probably about 20 minutes or so, which is about a quarter of the drive. He’s trying. I don’t know exactly what he’s trying to do, whether it is to work things out or to just try to keep me happy or what, but he’s trying for now.

I’m still feeling blah, because I’m still kind of sick. I’m still trying to make arrangements to be able to attend Chris’s funeral on Thursday. I work in the afternoon and the service starts at 10:30am so it shouldn’t be a big deal but I’d still like to have my bases covered, just in case. So I have to talk to my boss about that tomorrow when I go into work.

Ok, well, I feel like there was more I wanted to write but I’ve lost whatever it was I was going to write about so I’ll head off to bed instead. Whatever it is obviously wasn’t that important and if it is, I’ll remember and post about it tomorrow.